Dates... lost in translation

Up-dates..down-dates...Upsidedown-dates... come to think abt it.. I havent have a date in a long time! HEy D, i need a date.. Do something! .... com'on date me out! .

Anyhows, june came by n gone.. hectic last 2 weeks of june.. due to crappy school! i hate school more n more.. to the extend i dont even see the urgency in studying for exam. Exam monday.. i partied all saturday... ate dim sum on sunday.. felt guilty... read thru.. n basically.. SCREWED up my network paper on monday.... BIg Sighzzzzzzzzzz......................... totally sianz

So here come july.. time flies.. 'as UsUal'.. its 11th into the month of july..n yet, i m counting down till the end of month... TRavel Travel... relak relak! yeah....Its nice going away with friends tt are all so excited and keen about the trip.. its a rather short one.. but better than no travelling..suck in singapore.

My poor lil 14yrs old doggy... has no TLC....i guess no one in the family cares abt timo.. I bring him to the groomers sometimes.. but i feel so embrassed cos he is forever yellow instead of white.. ppl sure think i ill treat my doggy... So anyways, I brought him to the vet... took blood test... kidney ok..heart ok... liver not ok... teeth n gums very badly infected...ended up next day drip n had a dental surgery done up for him... its crazy how they mark up fees for pets... 2 days of vet costed me about 600 bucks, Oh my.... i got to be the driver, the care taker to bring to the vet, the money payer.. what else?! ..... who the hell cares?!?! .... Lookin at all the green algae teeth taken out.. i felt bad not bringing him any earlier.. Sorrie timo... i made you suffer. Oh wells, more antibiotics n reviews to come.. hope he heals up quick despite his age... Timo, Jia You.. yea yea

Today, i had a bad day at work. Had an hour long of nagging cos my manager does not want to apply my leave.. bottom line.. i think she hates me. I hate all the routine shit tt goes thru my everyday work.. the constant nagging from the clinic manager! I hate how you can compare non-medical staff like me to nurses t are of different standards! i hate how she pin point me at everything and anything.. if i am such a bad staff to have.. hint me to leave.. to quit... i seriously HATE the way she manage/ be in control.. fucking loser! If nurses are as smart as optoms... then change yr fucking course.. so you get a better job when you graduate.. dun fucking envy what you cant achieve..... fuckers!

Lonely. I feel like a loner again! .. i keep falling in and out of this depression mode! it sucks.. come on.. someone.. enlighten me... lead me to the bright n lited path...... oooommmmmmmmm.........

JJ ... sad,sleepy,sobz