My Saturday

I m tired. I think i m gonna have bad throat later when i wake up. sigh

Swollen face, swollen eyes, bloated tummy... y my infection virus jus cant leave me alone... "RECURRENT THROAT INFECTION" ... according to my doc... antibiotics didnt help me fight them? my temptation for snacks n fried food not helping me either ...gosh! My week filled up with craving for Calbee..Doritos..fried chicken..fried fish..fried sotong head.. i think i fried my throat now... feelin the burn now... a bit late to drown myself with the logenzes and pi pa gao...

I feel old. I cant handle late nites no more.. any event aft 12.. u see me constantly yawning.. slowly dozing off.. brains just cant function no more. This makes me feel kinda useless.. but late nites of drinks n suppers are killing me at the same time... fatness, tiredness, craziness... i m drained mentally n physically... oh no no.. so feelin like a granny.. need my routine.. 630am-11pm kind of timing.. EArly Bird i need to be.. tfine tune my body system ..... i should stop all the late nitez! hmm... tts boring....

Anyways, saturday has passed.. it has been a nice laid back evening thru to the wee hours of the nite.. But it was all good. I mean, Morning - Afternoon school was a total waste of time and a such a drag to even stay on in class listening to BUSINESS PROCESSES.. who the fuck cares about input thru to output .. But dinner was good.. Ice cream was bad.. Drinks were good.. company was excellent.. body system bad..therefore zombie me right here.. feeling the burn ... Anyhows... overall its jus all chill and nice..mellow.. love it.

I miss api.. every every day.. everytime i drive around singapore, i see dead animals ran over like a thousand times.. decomposing.. my heart aches..it just takes so much courage to even open api folder to look at her pics.. not to talk about her video.. till now, i still feel i need api.. i need to wake up seeing her, sleep beside her, hear her engine running, accompany me thru bad puking hang overs.. sometimes, i imagine she is still in my room, then i tell ola and boo... pls tell api i need her, tell her i miss her, tell her to stay hm, tell her i love her so so much. I am still hoping you return one day api... let me take care of u while u take care of me... Please

Sorries.. Sorrows.. Sores..

JJ