Limited abilities

Open doors i thot i've seen.. shut off rite before my eyes, y so? i dun have the ability to perform?is it only tt much tt i can contribute that i can offer that i m onli tt useful?so many so many rejections yet i try .. today, i think i cant fight it anymore. I was still hopeful ..i was.. but not anymore. i know i need to wake up.

I m hooked to this song.. by travis.. feels totally like how the song lyrics describe it to be...

I cant sleep tonight

Everybody saying everythings alright

Still I cant close my eyes

Im seeing a tunnel at the end of all these lights

Sunny daysWhere have you gone?

I get the strangest feeling you belong

Why does it always rain on me?

Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?

Why does it always rain on me?

Even when the sun is shining

I cant avoid the lightning

Oh, where did the blue skies go?

And why is it raining so?

Its so cold

Why does it always rain on me?

Why does it always rain...

APi... u r my sunshine aft the rain.... u r the onli one tt brings me true true joy day in n out.. muacks..

what goes around comes around...i believe so

"Put your head on my shoulder"
Hold me in your arms, baby
Squeeze me oh so tight
Show me that you love me too.
Put your lips close to mine,
dearWon't you kiss me once,
babyJust a kiss good-night
Maybe you and I will fall in love.
People say that love's a game
A game you just can't win.
If there's a way
I'll find it some day
And then this fool will rush in.
Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear babyWords
I want to hear tell meTell me that you love me too.
Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear baby
Put your head on my shoulder.

i really like this song,especially the cover sung by michael buble..really like his voice alot.
if a man who has a voice like his.. i guess his woman will be really fortunate!

Another song tt i thought was really quite good was justin timberlake.. what goes around comes around... it all boils down to yr karma.. makes me wonder.. wats my karma like? what have i done in the past? what have i credited this life? whats gonna happen in future?

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around'
Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

tata... in pain..tired..unhappy.. jj

march 2007

My March 2007



Love of my life... api... how wil i live w/o u? she is really the reason i wanna be home as early as i can everyday.. sleep to wake up seeing her rite b4 my eyes.. see her being lazy.. being my alarm clock..being my darling
MArch has been filled up with ReJections.. so many i shall not name. I guess maybe i m dwelling into the unhappy moments .. yet not many happy moments to get my march filled up. Work sucks.. School sucks..mood sucks..temper jus cant get any better...

Every weekend there seem to be some function goin on.. yet.. every weekend was nothin but dizziness... hurt so bad...
Maybe i jus chose to live in depression. maybe i just never try hard enuf.. mybe luck is not on my side.. maybe..maybe..maybe.. i m jus not confident of who i m

Wedding at sentosa was a disaster.. a bride who wants to get married 2 weeks before due of baby birth.. a whole family of fakeness... jj with total dissiness n seriously unable to puke. damn.

This was a wedding dinner tt i ate the most.. ever in the history of weddings jj attended.. this nite she jus tuck in n eat thru the whole course... even though dinner was nothin fantastic.. its at least not filled with disgusting faces!!

Went to a mini spring summer fashion show.. one of the model quite cute

My mom.. posing....

Sign off a bad march......JJ
Big Deep Sighz