This very date of every month used to be the most depressing day for me.Something will get screwed up..may it be who or what.. messing up my day.
But oh wells..all is good and over now.This date doesn't affect me anymore.
I keep telling myself i am not stressed up, that i am leading a regular day to day boring life.But yet, sad to say.. i am not doing anythin extra to make my day a little more meaningful.I am unhappy with my current self now, who isn't? i bet everyone has their own story to share.I am glad i have a job, not having a heavy burden to bear...all i have to do is to take care of myself (in a way).But i have no directions in life as yet.Its killing my softly. On the outside,i am just a happy go lucky person but i just i am switching into a self depression mode.So many self doubts..so many things i need to improvise on.
**The key word.. people say.. is to Improve not to Change,for its hard to CHANGE ...easier to IMPROVE..
About Me
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- pretty ugly jj
- I think i am a loner.I do alot of things alone, maybe i dun mind being alone, maybe i mind being alone. To me, nobody cares..so wat i get hurt inside, i pretend i am living each day to the fullest. Welcome to my lonely planet