Achie aches...

**Aches// Just leave me alone..all that headaches..bodyaches...all the dizziness i m experiencing lately...killing me softly..!!! ..hmmmm.... seriously, i have no idea what are the causes of all these... accumulated all year round of slepless nights?..bad weather?...too much of sweets cocoa etc?... or what?? Just what the hell caused all my acheszzzzzzzzz..........?!?!

Anyhow, lately it just seems so hard to get to use com.. haha... its always like online for that very short 5 or 10 mins.. delete some junk mails ..n opps... i gtg. Hmm..not as if i m busy or wat..jus tt i dont even have a com to use.So, i dont get a chance to nag online..to release my crazy stress inside..

happier?

its been quite some time since i have the mood to actually write anything or nag or complain in here.. its not that i m feeling sad or that i m busy or wat.. jus simply dont have the urge to write anythin. like now.. i basically dunno wat crap i m writting... haha..

well.. i feel happier on the outside these days.. occupy myself with things to do... seems like there is sun shiney days after all the drama mama......

but, inside... i guess i m somehow subconciously stressed up or something. Cant sleep, dream my way thru the sleepin time.. wake up with that totally shack look n i look so so pale every morning. Damn...

Y, y , Y ???? i aint happy inside? or wats bothering me.. i have no idea... the thought of seeing a doctor may or may not help.. pills? vitamins? or wat? help.... my pillow.... where is my pillow to help me to sleep.. i need my PILLOW...........

crap shit